Wonologues

photo not mine Will it hurt  if I pull the plug? Until when can I enjoy this sugar high? When life's troubles are like stubborn shadows in the midday sun I crawl for mercy, thirst for freedom I never loved the silence it saddens me Let me listen to the lullaby, let me Bend down on same ground As I close my eyes...

photo not mine How would you prove someone you love him when I love you became not enough, when I love you so much does not make any difference or when I love you forever becomes a bullshit thing? How would you prove you love him when he saw you stalking your god-damn ex? How would you prove someone you love him when...

What happens when the chill line becomes a scary place to be in? What if the person or the people you expect to be in the chill line have gone away? Where do you go? What do you do? What if it the chill line was actually not a place to be totally free? What if it was an arena? What if it...

"Suicidal people are just angels wanting to go home." I do not own this photo I saw this on my Facebook newsfeed a few weeks back and it never left my mind since. How can somebody in his sound mind get to patronize people who think of suicide? Disclaimer: This is not a political rant. This is not to undermine those who may...

*keep your cool, win or lose* It's easier for a man to take defeat graciously than to remain humble in times of triumph. We all have this competitive spirit. We fight to win. We give our all to achieve our goals. I mean, c'mon! I don't think anyone joins a race to finish last, right? A competition always has a winner and a...

My blog has been an out-pour of emotions... bad emotions... RANTS to be more direct. And let me have a check, I got tired of it. Not with blogging but with venting out rants! It got me idle for a lot of times, like, seriously, whoever wants to be around with negativity? Not me! I've had too much! I haven't yet mastered the...

         I've watched this NatGeo Show Brain Games today about vision and focus. The show has explained the difference between the central vision and peripheral vision. And how central vision can be so high-definition but has a very narrow field of vision where the peripheral vision has wider and non-HD field. So, before I start to get too nerdy in...

HATERS GONNA HATE Would it make you prettier, happier, and better person if you keep bashing people?  Does it make you stronger if you post hate messages on your wall, website or whatever social media you're using? Would it solve the issue if you keep hating the world? With the social networking sites allowing us to express our emotions fully with maybe 60-70...

         I dedicate this post to my Nanay (grandma) who'll turn 88 this Monday (May 27). Yes, she's turning 88!       One of my earliest childhood memories is of Nanay preparing a good-old Pinoy breakfast. She's setting up the table with my rice topped with Star Margarine, a piece of fried fish (her favorite matambaka) minus the eye (coz...

IN THE BEGINNING I almost cried myself to sleep but I stopped. I shouldn't. Crying would only give me puffy eyes and a throbbing headache when I wake up. I know it would help but I'd like to keep everything in, torturing myself every second. Trying to deny and struggle with my contradicting thoughts. I'm not good in making decisions. I pretty much...

          We often tend to look for ourselves out there. Looking, contemplating, digging the lands like our true selves are buried deep down or lost in the past or a treasure that need to be found.            I once heard someone said, "One's self is not something to look for, it is to be created."...

I haven't gone to the cinema for for than three months I guess, I'm too lazy to line up to the mall and it seems that I'd rather grab some good food than spend a few hundred bucks for an hour or two film. Well, we all love some feel-good movies, and here's my unofficial list for the best must-watch films worthy of...

I'm no religion expert and I'm not really a religious person (I did not grow up conscientiously following religious practices), but there are too many things that I've learned from many different people lately. So, I thought maybe, it's about time I write something about it. It's not uncommon when I spend some time with friends, that every time we run out of...

          2012 had been the toughest year for me. For 366 days, I've been through a hard-hitting roller coaster ride. It was a year that I've been to the highest of highs and lowest of lows. Here are some lessons I've learned from last year: 1. Lies hurt, truth hurts worse. Some people say that don't ask what you don't want to know....

          *when I have nothing to do and I have a throbbing headache, I get my laptop and start to blog. blame the headache. love the blogger*           Lately, I've been asked lots of times what caused me to quit my job after 2 years of working in the hospital. They said I got it...

Today, I declare myself FREE! *just kidding* Well, officially I am now jobless and finding a new job is well, harder than I thought. so I spent the last 24hours doing the most productive things I could think of, hahaha 1. I attempted to curl my hair using my iron curler. EPIC FAIL. I just successfully ruined my hair for the day. Too...

Growing up, I was such a tomboy. So when I told everyone I had just signed up to become a beauty consultant, they were in awe. Haha In my younger days, I had really short hair, the school-boy hair, hahaha so just imagine how my family and closest friends react, I bet they never thought of me venturing in anything close to being such...

I have tons of unsolicited advices from everyone. And most of them I never really wanted to apply in life; because they’re not exactly what I want to hear, not what I needed, way out of my principles, and I know just weren’t right. Most people have a very poor use of analogy. Yes, we could compare and contrast people with things or...

I used to be the pessimistic type, you know, someone who just thinks about the worst case scenarios. Crying and panicking before trying anything, worrying about the future. Everything just keeps my brain cells bumping each other causing me extreme tension headaches when I just want to bang my head on the wall. Exaggerated.             Anyway, I hate that side of me. I...

Death is inevitable. It just hits us in the face and we’re gone forever. We live to die. It’s one of life’s realities we all try to deny, it’s one we all try to escape from. Death surprises us. It has many forms of coming to us; like a box of chocolates where we don’t know what we’ll get; same goes to whatever...