Wonologues

IN THE BEGINNING I almost cried myself to sleep but I stopped. I shouldn't. Crying would only give me puffy eyes and a throbbing headache when I wake up. I know it would help but I'd like to keep everything in, torturing myself every second. Trying to deny and struggle with my contradicting thoughts. I'm not good in making decisions. I pretty much...

          We often tend to look for ourselves out there. Looking, contemplating, digging the lands like our true selves are buried deep down or lost in the past or a treasure that need to be found.            I once heard someone said, "One's self is not something to look for, it is to be created."...