FORGIVE, FORGET OR NOT
Sunday, March 04, 2012
No
matter how much we try to be kind, people would judge. They’d often comment you
as fake.
Alright,
coz most of us are paranoid; we tend to interpret and misinterpret other’s
actions and words, accusing each other as having hidden agenda.
I
have been hurt, and the more I try to reach out, vent all my emotions to people
who may have hurt me; they shut me off, asking me to back off through grilling
me with sarcasm and worse – lack of IQ.
I
don’t get it why people could be so inconsiderate of another’s feelings,
minding only their freedom of expression and asking me for God’s sake to respect
their opinions and their “harmless” actions.
I
am not an insecure brat, nor am I stirring a fight. That’s just not my style.
Being raised in a family where we all act as educated people with conscience
and respect for mankind; I never raised my voice to anyone nor did I talk
against one friend (or enemy).
I
value friendship, so much. But once all the trust I could give is overpowered
by other’s mindless, ruthless act, I decide to abandon every good memories we
may have had. I don’t believe in hearsays but if you type it or write it, you
need not explain it.
A
picture paints a thousand words, that’s what they say. And pictures with
comments tell more stories. I love and trust my man. And this doesn’t come out
of insecurity issues. You have gone beyond your claim of freedom of expression
and you have just violated my rights.
Apologies
to all those concerned. But I guess this has to end. I hope we all act as
matured professionals and realize our faults. I may have over reacted but I guess
you should try fitting into my shoe. You may understand better.
Being
someone who prefers to stay calm, I acted upon my name and I chose to listen to
your side when I asked you to explain.
It’s
not easy to bury the ghost of the past, especially those who have been a great
part of our lives. But things are different now. We are all dealing with our
own lives.
Reckless
for me to have checked that stuff that you own and I have no control of it, except
to control my emotions.
I
hope I wouldn’t be misinterpreted this time. Since I know you may hate me now,
you won’t buy any amount of my reasoning.
I
salute KDM for standing by me and asking me to remain calm and he was kind
enough to explain things to me. Out of great respect for friendships, he decided
to let you know about us first hand. He decided to avoid you, I did not ask him
to do it. Let’s all start to act out of respect.
For
soon I’d wish to have a heart without hate, only LOVE. All these baggage that
hinder me from having a happy present, I need to unload from my shoulders. Thank
you for all the chance you gave me to become a better person – stronger and
braver. I just had to fight for what I believe in and I know we need not start
a word war anyhow.
And
old saying lives on me, “Be kind with your words, so if you may eat them, you
can swallow.”
Twitter
reminded me, “Never argue with stupid people. They’d drag you down to their level
and beat you with experience.”
And
leave it up to time and God for healing, “All is well, all is well.”
1 comments
Very nice to read. I thought reminds me a lot about my enemy before.
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