photo not mine

Will it hurt  if I pull the plug?
Until when can I enjoy this sugar high?
When life's troubles are like stubborn shadows in the midday sun
I crawl for mercy, thirst for freedom
I never loved the silence it saddens me
Let me listen to the lullaby, let me
Bend down on same ground
As I close my eyes fly me to the clouds
Because everything scares me
Damn if I do
Damn if I don't