When I love you became not enough

Friday, May 22, 2015

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How would you prove someone you love him when I love you became not enough, when I love you so much does not make any difference or when I love you forever becomes a bullshit thing?
How would you prove you love him when he saw you stalking your god-damn ex? How would you prove someone you love him when he digs your rubbish of the past and plasters it all over your face?
How would you prove someone you love him when he thinks that he loves you more? When he thinks that he has given his all and you are reserving something for yourself?
How would you prove someone you love him when all he can see is himself pained when things won't work out as planned? How would you prove him that you love him when he still thinks that you haven't moved on from all the hurt and misfortune of a past relationship?
How would you prove someone that he means a lot to you? How would you prove him that you can kill people who will try to come between you two? How would you prove him just how much you love him even more than he thought you love him?
How would you prove him that he is very important to you? It's not the dependent kind of love but you want him so much you just want to be around him and laugh with him all day?
How would you prove him you love him when he sees himself unworthy of a love that he so deserves?
How would you prove him you love him when all he can think of are of failed pasts, of things that didn't work out as he planned, of the times he hurt other people and the many more times he felt betrayed and played and cheated on?

How would you prove him you love him when I love you became not enough? How would you prove him you love him when he can't feel the love? How would you prove him you love him when he gets tired of things and you ask him why and he just says nothing and avoids the subject?

How would you prove him you love him when he won't hint you of the things that bother him? How would you prove him you love him when he shuts you off one day thinking of all the things he has done for you?
How would you prove him you love him because you love him so?
How would you prove him you love him when you don't know anymore any other things you can do to prove him you love him?












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I'm awksome & adorkable, my cute way of justifying my clumsiness. Born in PH 1989, last wave of people born in the 80's. Never stop learning. I'm a licensed nurse who currently studies law. I'd probably learn pastry making soon but maybe calligraphy lessons sooner. Normal is boring. Most of the people close to me prolly think I'm weird. I dunno. Love is my religion, I'm a low-key agnostic. Jed's greatest fan or biggest headache. hihi




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